in a lullaby, i will follow you when the skies are blue

Sunday, October 29, 2006 @7:46 AM

went to sentosa on friday!woke up with a jump thinking that i was gonna be late as i woke up late.but i was somehow one of the earlier one.anyways..weather was great.company was fun too.jus that the sea wasnt nice.l0ls.there were jellyfish stinking you when you're in the water.and it can get really painful.l0ls.anyhow..met ah kong there.and he's gonna have his 0 level mt paper so he said he cannot suffer from sunsik,so he borrowed sunblock lotion from me.l0ls.as i din wanna get myself all burnt like the last time i went.it was really hot.was supposed to meet phanida at vivo so i went to get changed and bathe.and guess wad>?the min she said something cropped up.she could only meet me later.so i guess it was only a short period of time.but i waited till i slept on the beach with my army pants.i was sweating like a pig man.ms shen popped by..she was talking abt her lives and was telling us abt it.she was jus like us.a friend to us.l0ls.fifi,amanda lee and belinda started playing volley ball.so i couldnt take it and changed back to my fbt and play.l0ls.it was kinda of embarassing cos i somehow changed behind some ahlibaba.l0ls.with the help of exther and dianne babes.l0ls.anyways..i lost my second earring there.and i wouldnt know where izzit.so i was kinda of pissed off.cos it was a gift from mum.anyhow..i called phanida when she was supposed to get back to me when she's convenient.but she said den that she was still unconvenient.and guess where she was?YIO CHU KANG!i shoud have all along guess that she was with him.and i asked if she was still gonna meet me,she was like ya,cos she needs to pass me her shoes.so i was like alright.den meet me later.i mean the date that were planned jus for the 2 of us always don happen.and guessed wad.she said her mum said that she had to be home by 7.30 but i was like so late already,how are you gonna meet me.she said she got no choice and later said that the time said was given by her little devil.like wad the hell man.and she said that she told her mum that she was with him already.so i was like okay den since your mum agreed cos i don wanna let your mum tink that i lead you to stray.and that you get grounded and stuff cos of me.well,,cos i will not want bcos of me,you suffer all this punishment.it's not worth it.so since she said everything was clarified i called zara and met her later at bugis.well..its really been a long time since i last had money to shop and buy stuff.so here was the shopping spree for me.l0ls.with $101 i got myself with:
1.a top with an accessory.
2.a jeans skirt
3.a bottom
4.a wallet
5.3 pairs of earrings.
6.a pair of shoes
7.a bag.
l0ls.it was till i received calls from auntie jackie saying that phanida din even clarify things with her and receiving a sms from her little devil:FUCK YOU LAH SANDRA!WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE AH!
i was like wth!!!wad in the world did i do?your caused all this shit for yourselves man.and right from the start i ask you already.so yeah..i mean if you really wanna blame den thats yourselves!

it was sat!woke up late as usual.for me it was confirmed that i had no problem going till i recive calls from zara saying abt michelee's uncertainty.kinda of liek pissed off cos she gave people false hope and stuff.one min say can go and the next min saying she cant go.and put the blame on zara cos they have been going late.and she knows it herself that if she din go out so much with zara she could have go.so i was like wth!anyways...was worried abt phanida.cos she din picked any of my calls so i tried again.but this time i really donno wad words to decribe my feelings.i donno . i'm angry,sad,disappointed yet at the same time felt helpless and real devastated.and all the more i wanted to club till i found out the last min that it wasnt underage.i was really shocked and din know wad to do.anyhow..still make our way there thou.met up eith zara and lance.zara lost one side of her contacts.she was considered paritally blind.anyways..went there,there were like so little peeps.joy,bay and van met us later.they were going to booze and asked if we wanna join them.so me and zara was like anything.so we went with them to get real emo.and when i'm emo,it can really get out of hand.anyhow..we went to get drinks from marina 7-11.van got it for us.drank jim bean,volka and bacardi.den went to the merlion to relax ourselves.and we played truth or dare.l0ls.it was really fun.i guess i was happier with them den going with zara alone to party.anyways..shared cab.drop joy off den me and zara.went to hang around at the 7-11.den we got really hungry so we went to get food.instant noodles of cos.treated zara cos she got no cash.so yeah.bought chips too.den we played music really loudly.and was talking alot.den i got zara to ask some of the guys that were near us to get drinks for us.so got jim bean again.and zara got her blue volka which was really tasted like sweetened drinks.stayed till like 3 plus den i went over to her place to sleep.stay up till like 5 plus den went to sleep.l0ls.

the next morning.was late for work.but not very lah.soiguess it was alright!it's my last day!haha.work was alright today.wanted to go over chloe's place during the break but decided not to till i called joy.as it has been long since i watched a movie so i called joy if she wanted to watch.so she was like wad movie den i was like the prestige>?den she said wad abt the guardian?den i was like anything.i donno.but she had no cash too.and since i was gonna get pay,i offered the treat to the movie.l0ls.she checked out the time and met at 3 but she was late.and my phone was gone case.it was off the whole day.as battery died on me.so yeah.used the public phone to call her.haha.met her at the cinema and bought tix.at that we were already a bit late for the movie so she wanted to rush after the purchase but i was like i wanna get a drink so yeah.there werent anyone standing there to tear your tix so we went in without them knowing and tearing of the tix.anyways..the show was good.so good.cried though!l0ls.
THE GUARDIAN:
>>>>>>After losing his crew in a fatal crash, legendary Rescue Swimmer, Ben Randall (KEVIN COSTNER), is sent to teach at "A" School, an elite training program for Coast Guard Rescue Swimmers. Wrestling with the loss of his crew members, he throws himself into teaching, turning the program upside down with his unorthodox training methods.
While there, he encounters a young, cocky swim champ, Jake Fischer (ASHTON KUTCHER), who is driven to be the best. During training, Randall helps mold Jake’s character, combining his raw talent with the heart and dedication required of a Rescue Swimmer.
Upon graduation, Jake follows Randall to Kodiak, Alaska, where they face the inherent dangers of the Bering Sea.
In his initial solo rescue, Jake learns firsthand from Randall, the true meaning of heroism and sacrifice, echoing the Swimmer’s motto..."So Others May Live!" this was taken from joy's blog.too lazy.heee...anyways..this is taken from the primary source which is the movie itself.
"he is the one who lies beneath water living the people left in the sea a hope,he id the GUARDIAN"!
mann..i donno how school is gonna be like.but yeah.i'm jus gonna move on.since you have hurt me so.gonna get my camy and mp3 tomorrow!excited excited!gonna find new jobs soon!hee..

to me,it's impossible.all i know you are mad abt her.so i guess time will heal the passion i have for you!l0ve to all peeps who cares for me but even if you don i will still love you'll!nights.OUT!!!