Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @8:53 AM
RAIN,RAIN & RAIN!L0LS...it's raining today.well..i guess rain brings abt the change in mood.maybe not for you but maybe for me.it really allow me to calm my mind and think abt wad has really been happening to me.perhaps..this type of thinking only happens at night when i cant sleep.when i really start to ponder abt every little single thing.and i donno.whenever this happen i get so emo.and tears jus start to fall out of my eyes which led me to sleep.well..i guess i don want this to happen to me all the time.anyhow...have been watching princess hour and going to the end already.its lyke the last episode.l0ls.its jus so nice jus so emo and jus so good mann.dat i cried at every part.and i never like my parents seeing my emo part.cos they will jus laugh.anyways..i like it.l0ls.i liked the dressings too.and esp the heels.its so damn nice lah.but i doubt i will be able to afford it and fit into one.cos my feet is so broad.so hard for me to find heels.anyhow..like now i got the money too..today..i guess was a bad day.first:it was my name tag.i forgot to bring again!and i had to buy the really huge tag for 2 bucks.like wad the hell!spent my money on such stupid thing.secondly:spot check.i was like oh okay.hopefully i don get caught for my skirt.cos my 2 long uniform was washing so i got no choice.but anyways..ms shen din said anything abt it.so yeah.as we had the inter-house com today.and i was suppose to help louisa lim to find people.so i went over to her class there to talk to her.the min,mrs tay said the 2 girls that is behind the prefect wadever the name is,come up now.i was like:wad the?so while i was walking,my whole face turn tomato.l0ls.anyhow.joyce,fifi and phanida was like laughing at me when i was up there lah.they were like saying i was giving this weird expression and stuff.l0ls.there were like so many people lah.anyways..it was all shit nonsense lah.den we were told to go to the office to write down our offences and i was like i donno wad my offences are.l0ls.den the prefect was like aiya jus anyhow write like you got short skirt which was not really and long nails which the teacher said it was alright.it was like.i'm always the guai wan lor.l0ls.den the next thing was SS class:i din do the observation thing lah.but i still tried to argue wid lee.said that i tot we were suppose to picture it and not write it.anyways.ya lah.din really bother.so was asked to stand outside the class.and he gave a long lecture before he goes on with the class inside.well..it was quite a number so yeah.and the lesson was like 3 period lah.l0ls.spent the whole time outside talking abt other stuff.l0ls.fun.den after class..he gave a long lecture again.den we nly had like abt 5-7 mins of recess.its lyke damn pathetic lah.l0ls.anyhow was late for chinese.but they don really care lah.i'm good at excuses.i guess.but i don tink thats a good point.l0ls.chinese was boring as usual.so after that was chem..chan wasnt in school.so we get to do our own stuff.so i decided to sew,its been days since i last sew.l0ls.anyways..was sewing and listening to my phone.den belinda came running into the class that there were gonna be a fire dril.l0ls.we were all like laughing.hee..my class is a fun class man.anyways..it turn out to be the sound of out of gas that type.don really know ow to describe.l0ls.and we were all like laughing.l0ls.some toxic thing and we had to seal up the whole classroom.l0ls.and that lights and fan must be turned off.well..at first some din wish t do anything and let the others do it.but in the end the class got together and did as fast as we all could.well..as for me,i was tping the door.and when it was done,i went to offer myself by taping the top window.which was really high.it was like a chair on top of a table.and the thing was it was shaky.and i was afrid of heights.my hands and legs were like trembling lah.l0ls.anyways..after which.i went back to my place.and i couldnt find my needle.it was like..in total darkness and imagine all the garbage bag is black somemore.i couldnt find it anyways.so yeah.next was the stupid briefing lah.l0ls.den was the SURPRISE TEST!l0ls.cos we din do our observation.l0ls.we literally copied the text.and left next.so i headed down to serene again.cos i got work later.no choice.it was raining.fifi got her ang bao money.so she said she was gonna take cab.so i took the ride with bay.l0ls.lovess..i was totally broke.l0ls.anyways...met this guy at island.it was ben and jeric's friend.and he freaks me out like totally.and ah na..i'm scared.alright.headed down to work and the trip was like 7.90?!!not worthy man.but no choice, it was raining.anyways..headed home after that.gonna have supper with flo and gang at prata house after work.yeah man!haha..and to sentosa on friday!hee...and to vivo city i guess.i'm not sure if i wanna work that day.l0ls.anyways..its been fixed that i gonna go for a swim tis sat.l0ls.den i also donno where to head to.but well..definitely for my class and later to party!hee.....your heart i guess..its too hurt for me to enter and that y love may not be enough.and its rather true that we are totally not compatible at all..thus i gonna move on with life.and lead my life.and to all my friends again.if you think in your opionion that i'm addicted den be it.cos i believe i wont know wad lies in front of me.wad will ever happen tomorrow.will it rain or shine.thus i don wanna live in regrets.thus i guess while i can i will..colour combi not that good.anyways..nights to all you peeps!l0ves..
